Thank you

Hamlet had its closing night last night and even though I was not there, I feel very emotional about it. Emotional, because …

Maybe it is for the best

A dear old friend of mine – we have been friends for nearly 15 years – was to visit me this weekend, …

Insecurity and anxiety

A few days ago I wrote about progress, that a friend had asked me if there was any progress and I tried …

Progress?

This is just the usual rant… It is not written to blame anyone or make people sad. It is just me and …

I have to do this

It is so weird. I never thought I would go through an identity crisis again, but looking back 10 years, I actually …

Introvert

I am really introvert and withdrawn today, more than usual. Cocooned in my own tiny world where no one can see me …

Still struggling

I am still struggling, a lot actually. Even though I have made some decisions and even acted on them, I struggle. It …

World Mental Health Day

Mental health is something we all should talk more about, but even though we live in 2015, it is still very much …

I can not go back

Not being able to sleep properly does have its pros (and cons of course), because last night, I had some kind of …

No one knows

No one knows how I feel at the moment – unless they read my blog, that is, and not many do – not even …

Maybe…

This blog entry is basically just me getting my chaos out of my head and to give myself some peace after a …

At least I’m reading again

Warning: This is the usual rant and me feeling sorry for myself. I feel absolutely horrible about myself. Just saw a quote …

Still panicking… a bit…

Warning, the usual rant from my hand. See it as thinking out loud and discussing with myself. I am still panicking a …

Don’t panic

What is the meaning of life? Well, it is 42, as we all know, but surely there is more to it, even …