10 weeks and counting

Now it has been 10 not weeks and not last week, as I originally wrote in the previous blog entry. 10 weeks off my “junk” (junk food, chocolate, sweets, cake, crisps etc) and I have now officially lost 6 kg (almost a stone). That is pretty amazing, when you think of, …

A lot of thinking

Yesterday’s meeting up and my reaction on it afterwards left me thinking. A lot! I had a long good talk with a …

Mirror mirror

It is never fun to realise some not so pleasant things about yourself and today I really felt like a mirror was …

Note to self: Just breathe

I am not feeling good about myself at the moment. I feel I have changed, but I am not sure into what. …

A week of…

It has been a weird week. A week with a lot of personal reflection. A week with a mood that went from …

3 weeks til London

This entry might not make much sense. See it as personal rant… as usual. I seriously need to calm down now. Calm down …

So not worth it

Sorry, even more rant. I just really do not like myself at the moment. I am never doing that again! By that, I …

Lost cause

Warning, the usual rant. I am nuts. Seriously. What on earth possessed me to think, that I could spring clean my living …

Stupid anxiety

Warning. This post might be triggery if you suffer from anxiety yourself. And please, I did not write this entry to blame …

4 weeks til London

My departure for London is getting closer. 4 weeks til I have a few days in this amazing city, 4 weeks til Hamlet preview …

What the…??!

I do not get it. Seriously. I do not get it! It has been an absolutely horrible week, I have cheated – …

Relieved

It worked. It actually worked!! Someone must really love me and watch over me, because I really thought I was fucked when my …

So typical me

Warning. This blog entry is – again – personal rant and contains the usual swearing.  If I  thought I had a rotten …

5 weeks til London

In 5 weeks I am in London, just landed actually. 5 weeks til I have 4 nights on my own in the …

Oh, well….

Warning, the usual swearing. No weight loss this week, actually there is a weight gain instead. 300 g. Could have been worse, …

Decisions

I have made decisions today. Some major, some minor. I have even acted on most of them. Now that is progress! It is …

A break

I need a break from everything. From my online life, my RL life, from all the chaos inside me, even from myself. …