What the…??!

I do not get it. Seriously. I do not get it! It has been an absolutely horrible week, I have cheated – a bit – had 2 Cokes, 2 sandwiches and 2 scoops of lactose free ice cream. I have been stressed out as hell and not been eating as …

Relieved

It worked. It actually worked!! Someone must really love me and watch over me, because I really thought I was fucked when my …

So typical me

Warning. This blog entry is – again – personal rant and contains the usual swearing.  If I  thought I had a rotten …

5 weeks til London

In 5 weeks I am in London, just landed actually. 5 weeks til I have 4 nights on my own in the …

Oh, well….

Warning, the usual swearing. No weight loss this week, actually there is a weight gain instead. 300 g. Could have been worse, …

Decisions

I have made decisions today. Some major, some minor. I have even acted on most of them. Now that is progress! It is …

A break

I need a break from everything. From my online life, my RL life, from all the chaos inside me, even from myself. …

Just meh!

Warning, personal rant. It is not my intention to blame anyone about this or in anyway be rude. All this might not …

Priorities

Warning, personal rant and a lot of swearing… as usual. I am so pissed off and angry at my body today.  I …

Anxiety

Warning:  This blog entry might be triggery if you suffer from anxiety yourself. If you do not know I suffer from anxiety, …

Maybe next week

Oh well, I was right. The scale showed the exact same number as last Sunday. Just as I suspected to be honest. …

Staying on track

Warning, again a lot of rant and swearing. No matter how awful I feel at the moment, no matter how much I …

I want to give in

Warning, personal rant and swearing. Today is really not  good day. I am struggling so much, I want to give into my …

Bits of positivity

I think a bit of positivity is needed from me and I actually have some positive things to share today, because the last …

Still struggling

What a shit load of crap I wrote a few days ago. I mean, yes, I struggle a lot at the moment, …

Personal rant

Warning! This post is really just a load of personal rant. It is not my intention to hurt anyone or in anyway …

Not what I had planned

Reader discretion is advised. There is a lot of swearing in this blog entry, and basically it is just one long rant …